For a long time I have been planning to do this. I have read others before me. Most have started a long time ago.
Now is my turn. But to be honest, I don't really know where to begin, nor what should I be focusing on. There are lots of things I want to talk about. Should I focus on the past or current?
Anyway, today I do not really know how the day was. I went to work, but my mind could not really concentrate. A lot of things happening to my company recently. I have worked with it for almost 8 years now.
The truth is, the company is being taken over. The boss that I have been working with will be leaving soon. The new team.... I am not really sure of their capability. And I do not know how I will fit into the whole system.
My respected boss advised me to stay. Do not speculate. Instead try to show case myself. Try to demand a bit. Remind myself that I have a family to feed. Maintain what I have been doing so far.
I will do that. But I'm still worry. Maybe because all this while, I only believe in one thing - anyone above me (or bossing me around) must be better than me in term of experience and result. Now I do not see any!
Just wait and see...
